Phases of my life passing by without me noticing
Things are always getting rearranged last miniute.
I have no control over anything. The things that i do have control over, I end up ruining. I was never meant to have anything in this life.
But honestly,
its better that way. If I get attached I become sick. So its best if I just stay alone. I end up hurting everyone that I love without ever trying to.
Actually, I always try to do the opposite. I wish I could say that at least I have good intentions, but I don't think that I have any intentions at all.
I am just floating through.